my little room

it is 1;30 am in morning. and i am awake, i can't sleep.
i am looking at my room,where i spent more than one year of my life.
i got a very strange feeling , like i can't leave it.
it is not the first time i get the feeling. When i was in yangon, i got a room to myself, but that was not my home, but it was a space for me all the same.
when i went back to taunggyi, i love to be with my family, but i can't wait to leave either. i want my space back.
It was also the same in taiwan. when i was in tone-kan, i have a nice little room, i make it clean and bright, i have to leave it when i leave the job.
Now awake in 1 am in morning. i am looking at the room , i have keep to myself, it was my space and also the space of my friend too, and we will be losing it.
i feel depressed at the thought, but i don't know what to do.
i don't like to be resticted, but technically, i was wrong.
please what to i do now.
i think i will miss my house and i think it is time, i buy an apartment.