i feel tired

I feel really old recently, i don't know why ,may be because i grew fat.
Recently, i wanted a camera so badly but now not that much, I bought some lotions and feel a little guilty.
so i stopped buying things recently, i even send back the camera i bought.
today, i calculate the loan i have to pay and want to start eveything a new next month.
i really need to re arrange my finance.

i feel guilty today

today, i spend a lot of money, because i am using credit card, it is not obvious right now,but i will have to pay a lot next month.
from now on, today is 16 th nov, i decided not to spend anything more than absolutely necessary.

i feel depressed

i don't write in this blog for a while, today, when i wake up, i suddenly feel old and depressed.
i think i will leave this hospital and go to some other bigger hospital but will i be ok there,
i don't know how to explain my feelings, but i feel depressed today, may be it is the weather, or may be it is the time i spent with my co worker at saloon.
i feel very tired today, or may be i was on duty the day before yesterday.

opening of a new chapter

i just finished my set of work today.
and taking a break, tomorrow i will start a new chapter .
i was busy recently, so i wasn't taking any rest.
Recently a lot of things are going on.
but anyway , i can save some money this month, i need better budget controlling.and i also did some sort of advance in my career.
i need to up grade myself in taking care of my patients.

2008/11/04

I haven't been writing in this blog for a long time.It may be cos i feel too tired after my daily amount of studying and revision.
It was hard for me to learn all these stuffs again.
I don't think i have been study this hard since i was in Tenth standard.
I need to more organized to get things done.