i need to think clearly.

i am a bit upset lately.
Days pass too fast, i am getting older every day, without any improvement.
I am counting the time i spend online, watching TV, or surfing websites.
Actually, i am not doing anything much.
i said i am busy, but i am not doing anything,
and how can i improve myself when i am not doing anything.
i am not studying and i am not noting cases.
i wonder what i am doing?

new month

i have finished one month of community medicine.
i thought i have plenty of time to do something this month, but one month has passed and i did nothing.
but i have plan for nov.
i will try not to use credit card this month.i will write 2 pages of chinese daily and i will read some thing, some disease daily
i go to triservice hospital cos i want to learn something.
that is my target and i will do my best to learn something.