i am studying

i have been studying alone for some time,time are short, and i can't find all the time to do the things all i want to do.It was difficult.
and i am thinking life is a one way train, you have to do something at that specific age. Once that age is passed and this is passed. it is the stage of like, it was like walking, for a baby, when it time to walk, u have to walk, when time to talk u have to talk.
that is what it is life all about.
so when u have cheated when u were younger, then u have wasted ur life. there.