Friday, October 31, 2008

i can't sleep

It is 3 o clock in the morning, i am on duty tomorrow and i should really be sleeping, but i can't ,
i don't know why, but i have a heavy sensation in my chest, one of my collegue seems to be hating me. or may be for a number of reason, anyway, i feel uncomfortable, i don't feel sleepy. but anyway , i must sleep.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

i feel sorry for someone

I did not write anything in recent days.I was a bit busy and fine it hard to do anything else except sleeping.
Recently, the situation in our work place look like cold war.There was some tension between us.2 against 3-4.one in middle zone.
I don't know what is wrong with the whole setting.
It is true that we don't want to mix with them.But it was becoming more and more complicated.Too complicated that now we are not speaking with each other.
We feel she was jealous of me. But no way to comfirm that.
Today, while me and my friend are making fun, she was at aside, watching us laughing.I feel undescrible sadness since then.
I can't understand what is going on.She likes to get attention that is true.She works seriously, that is true too.
But she can't get the result she wanted. So she is upset.may be it is what make her very aggressive in these days.
I don't know, i was lucky, i went along fine whereever i went, but may be some people aren't as lucky as i am, May be it would make them bitter.
Strangely, i feel sorry for her today.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

i feel lonely and upset

i don't know why,but a blue has gripped all the people in my vicinity. I left a job before, and i don't feel anything at that time, or may be i did felt it, but i forget about it.I wasn't happy when i first came to this hospital, and i wanted to go back there.
But now, it is different.
I think it is now time to leave here, but i don't know how to do this, i think a lot of people are feeling the same, but a lot of people are don't want to be the one to break up the current condition.
We have became friends, someone we can trust and count for help if we needed. but now what will happen to us?

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i am depressed

Recently, a lot of things are happening so fast that everyone is not feeling too good in our department, (except may be public enemy number one).She irritate me so much.
I don't know what is going on, but i feel something is not right, some changes are coming and some changes are already happening.I really wish i can sit my exam next month.
I can't wait in this undecided state much longer.

Monday, October 20, 2008

HOW TO INVEST

定期定額投資 勿犯兩大盲點
中時 更新日期:"2008/10/20 04:33" 林志昊/台北報導

儘管在空頭期間,定期定額幾乎都成了各家投信基金業務的主流,但對投資人而言,在空頭期間,卻也容易把定期定額的基金給停扣,甚至是贖回。法人指出,只要投資人犯了「賠錢愛中途停扣」,或是「賺錢又忘記贖回」的毛病,要獲利當然很難。在此空頭期間,最重要的就是不停扣!

其實,在去年台股狂飆時,國內定期定額人數突破62萬人大關,但到了今年台股卻一路慘跌,根據投信投顧公會公布最新9月定時定額的人數顯示,定期定額的人數已經連續4個月跌破60萬人。

新光投信表示,這與投資人存在「賠錢愛中途停扣」、「賺錢又忘記贖回」二大投資盲點有關,以今年來說,全球金融大震盪,投資人人心惶惶,許多人,寧可中途停扣賠錢的定時定額部位,也不願持續扣款。

摩根富林明投信協理邱可君表示,投資也要比價,股市高價時少投入,低價時多儲備,獲利空間才會變大。

總之,把打算投入的資金分成多批佈局,並等待低價時逐步投入,才是熊市投資的上策。所以投資人與其擔心股市哪天才回春,不如先問問自己低檔佈局了沒,這樣對投資成果反而更有幫助。

另外,除克服賠錢愛停扣的毛病外,定時定額賺錢卻忘記贖回,也是影響定時定額獲利的常見通病。

新光投信表示,投資人往往在定時定額投資出現獲利時,受到人性貪婪因素作祟,以為行情還會再漲,報酬率還會更高,於是就放任不管,隨市場造化。不過若是這樣,一切都還是紙上富貴;所以如果績效到了停利點,投資人不妨先部分贖回再進場佈局。

聯邦投信表示,既然這次的金融危機,是百年難得一見的風暴的話,那麼此時若是選擇贖回或停扣,就是殺在百年來難得一見的低點。投資人既然知道定期定額的好處,就更該身體力行,除非短期有資金需求,否則不宜輕言退出市場。

Sunday, October 19, 2008

i am waiting for good news

TODAY IS THE ONE OF THE MOST TRIED DAYS OF MY LIFE,
i am waiting good news from my sister.

a strange day

This is a strange day for me,i did not write in this blog for some days, but recently a lot of things are on my mind.
One thing is a friend from hospital is taking exam, she did ok in a difficult exam, (written test) but she was worried about the oral test, i know it ,and i feel that she is nervous, but i don't know how to help her, if i talk too much , i think i will make her more nervous, on the other hand, if i don't say a thing, it will look like i don't care her, (one thing is certain, she will pass the exam,but she will have a difficult time, let see how correct my vision is, and another competitor she will not pass. )we will know the answer in a day or two. let see how correct i am.
today, i am waiting for her in the hospital , for her to come out and say everything was ok.I really want her to be ok.

second thing is that i heard from one friend, a friend mine( msa ) was married without her parent's permission and now they declared that she is no longer her daughter.I think about her a lot recently, i can feel she is missing me, i don't think she is very happy in her marriage.I DON'T KNOW HOW CAN I DO ABOUT THAT, but i want to meet her, but i hate her busband.i wish i was with her at that time.i wish i could have prevented her.


I Attend ebm course yesterday, to say in short, i was successful,academically, i usually do well. Every one says i am very clever, but actually i usually do not do very well in exam.i don't get very good marks. i sometime feel i am a fake, pretending to be clever, while actually i am just an imposter, doing just superficial things to make people think i am really clever.

I Meet one of elder sisters, she think i am more beautiful than the last time she saw me, but also warn me that i should be getting married, U know, i am getting older every day, but actually for now, i am very satisfy with my life, just now.She also say that i am the cleverest girl she has ever met, i am flattered, but feel a bit like that i don't deserve that, i don't think i am as clever as they think i am , a lot of things are guess work really.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

my new computer get infected

why i was trying my computer today,it was infected by a malware.I have to re program my computer, and i spend the whole evening that way.It was very depressing to have one's computer function disrupted by it.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

i get my new computer today

I received my new computer today, it is small and cute.i like it very much,it is very easy to carry
on the other hand, the fonts are small so it is a bit tiring. On the good side, it has very effective wireless network,
I feel jealousy around me today,it is very important to pass my exam .or everything i have been doing will be useless, i must work very hard from now on,

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

i am angry today

Today, i feel a bit angry because of one of the co worker, i decide a lot of time not to treat her like that, but every time i really cannot stand it.Whenever she speak something, i feel irritated.
I think she is angry with me too.i sometime guilty to make her feel lonely. but sometime i just can't stand it.
i return the computer i bought from yahoo. and buy a new one from PC home.hope everything will be all right this time.

Monday, October 13, 2008

i must study now

today i start another new timetable, but this time i will stick to my timetable no matter how difficult it is,
I don't want to fail this exam.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

i am thinking of old age

I feel young right now, but i saw too many people recently that i am afraid of old age.
Today i get a new patient, who is 81 yr old but with dementia, She is thin and asleep.
I feel very depressed after seeing that patient.

Principle of saving

Discussion of the fundamentals of the economy has come to the forefront because of the current economic crisis. While you may have little control over the economy as an individual, you hold a lot of power over the fundamentals of saving money.

The biggest failure is that most people assume saving money is about paying less for something than you expected. But it's a long-term process of conscious decision-making based on basics.

Amazingly, many people don't adhere to the most obvious fundamental: Make more money than you spend, or spend less than you make. Ultimately you need to live within your means. Beyond this, there are less-obvious rules:

Purchase value


When you buy anything, look at the purchase value rather than the purchase price. The cheapest item will rarely save you the most money in the long run. How long will the item last, how many uses can you get out of it, how well does it do the job?

Spend to save


Be willing to spend on items that save money over time. There is a long list of products that can save money depending on how you live your life. Some examples: a sewing machine, coffee maker, rechargeable batteries, home insulation. These all cost money, but they eventually pay for themselves.

Emergency fund


An emergency fund is the safety net that allows you to both purchase value and spend to save. Without an emergency fund, you live paycheck to paycheck, which forces you to purchase only what is cheapest and needed at that moment. You don't have the monetary security to plan ahead and shop for what is best for your long-term savings when you are worried about having enough money to make it to the next paycheck.

The value of what you buy doesn't stop as soon as you hand over the money for it. How long the item is useful often depends on how well you maintain it. If you buy a lawn mower and store it properly, it's going to have a longer life than if you leave it among the elements. It's like getting regular checkups at the dentist.

Retail price

The only reason you need to pay full retail price is because you didn't have the time or make the effort to get a better deal. There are always discounts available and once you determine what you need, you should spend some time looking for them.

If you have a choice, you should buy used instead of new. While buying used might have been problematic in the past, that is no longer the case with the Internet at your fingers. Craigslist and eBay provide an online flea-market with anything you could ever need. Local stores like consignment shops, Goodwill, local flea markets and garage sales can also be places to find the things you need. Some stores specialize in used items such as sporting goods and designer clothes.

Using the same line of thinking, you shouldn't buy things at all that you can get for free. Be willing to borrow, lend and trade. Use public services like the library. Be willing to list things you may need on sites like FreeCycle.org to get them at no cost.

What your time is worth


One of the most important fundamentals of saving money that people often forget is knowing what your own time is worth. A simple way to come up with a number is to divide your monthly take-home pay with the number of hours you work each month. You can then determine if the savings are worth the time and effort. If you're only going to save a few dollars when it will take you several hours to do it yourself, then it's not worth your time. Time is money, so understanding what your time is worth can help you make good money-saving decisions.

By embracing these fundamentals, you place yourself in a position where you can make great gains in savings. If you fail to understand that saving money is more than the price you pay at the store, you will find that you're never saving the amount that you thought you would be.

Friday, October 10, 2008

i take a full rest today

Today is a national holiday, and tomorrow is SAT, i haven't rested for a long time and i get a full rest today. I speak with one of my sisters(older) she remind me about marriage. She said i should be thinking about it now, I am more than 30 yr old, i feel old after talking with her, But i told her , i still like the way my life is .
For 3 good things today
1. i get a holiday
2. i get a lot of good friends
3. all of my documents are finished.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

i feel strange

i am not very young anymore,but sometimes i still feel like a child.
Like a child i saw lots of wonderful things in life. but sometime, i feel scare.
I don't know how i feel like this, but in last few days, i feel scare and without security. like wandering in a strange land,
i feel like a little child trapped in a strange land, someone or something has control over me.and i feel afraid,
hope it will be over soon.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

i am alone and thinking

Today is another duty day,i am thinking about one person.He was very proud of himself when we last meet.I heard he told bad things about me, but today, i heard he is praising me.It is difficult to understand him.
He never did anything bad to me, but i keep my distance from him.I even told other people that i don't like him.
Actually i didn't know him well.Now the more i meet him, the more i feel i don't understand him at all.
He seem very unhappy lately and i know he wants to talk to me but daren't to call me first.
But i don't know what can I do for him.

Monday, October 6, 2008

more testing

my little mouse

i got new books today

1. today i received books for exam
2. i bought my little computer from internet
3. i saw my nephew's photos

i am thinking that, while i am helping other to prepare cases, i learn a lot in the process also.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

all six cases are finished today

ok,
first good thing is
1,all 6 cases needed for my sis exam is finished.
2.today is hto hto 's birthday, i call to say hello. glad she is ok and happy
3. someone called me to ask about documents, i am glad mine has been finished

Friday, October 3, 2008

3 good things today

1. I have a safe and stable job, while other are scrambling for one
2. I have a good home, staying at home today, with my family reading, listening to music is very cozy and peaceful
3. I have the ability to help other people (if i want to hee hee)

I am reading an interesting article

I was reading an article in OCT 2008 ED of reader's digest. It told about a study,Britain's National Survey of Health and development.It began with 13867 babies born in 1946 and has been tailing them upto now.The writer, (one of the participants) in now 62.What gets me interested is that the effect of early life effects the later life of people.( big surprise, but it is interesting to see it have been proved scientifically)
It says that "There is almost a five fold difference in mortality rate between those who always have the best chance all along the way and those who have had the worst.There are two groups who are doing well,Those who have always had the best things in life and those who are resilient, despite not having had the best thing in life, they still seem to come out on top.But the number of people who went right from the bottom to the top is few."
It is interesting to note that luck, karma or whatever it is called, is the most important thing after all.People are categorized as soon as they were born.Even though some people can break through the rank impose on them by life, they are minority.
It is weird to know a study like this exist.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

my color

GREEN

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

3 good things today

1. i heard good news that my sis has passed the exam
2. i was asleep all evening, there will be few jobs where u can sleep during working hours and still get 2000 tw $ a day
3. i saved money today as my target.

i heard good news

i just received message from my sis, that she has passed the written test,i am very happy, even though i knew she will pass.
Congratulation sis,

I feel too tired today

I was on duty yesterday and today i feel really tired.
I was asleep most of evening, i don't have any energy to do anything.
I feel restless. i did not finish study today.